Tuesday, December 31, 2024

 

The Only Thing
from here this river thinly
mysteriously ever seeks
never returns refuses it's only sea
where water once rose crashing over huddled
dunes low clouds now torture remaining ruins
of light failing collapsing onto some unknown
piercing gulls glide into an impossible silence
rest in rows or maybe
sleep in the low moan ache
of moving reeds
tickle of the coldest sky
in this all longing becomes
the only thing becomes the
what of this
whatever
else
JP Pestana
The Only Thing
December 31, 2024 revised

Monday, September 9, 2024

 

Not Much More
it is the lightest this
the wanting mystery
the all of her unheard
then the sudden echoes of her whispers ring
stone to pebble
pebble to stone
sun to dust
this shimmering collision of
rhythmic universes startle
her nature quivers

my comings goings go unnoticed
the what of me replies from the other side of
somewhere or other
the wanting to see through her
her complications of racing streams
to quiet sea leaves me sightless dull
mine just a life of dusty tidbits
crumbled notes
lost days
some this and that
no matter
not much more
JPPestana
Not Much More
9 September 2024

Wednesday, August 21, 2024

 

Birds Chirping In Distance


still green water stirs mesmerizes
in the why
a sun makes its escape
over burnt fields
provokes me
why sun
relentless sun
again again
wind spills failing light
teasing at these ecstatic trees
what sky what day delivers this confusion
lifts at its brightened skin
crashes into a tangle of what ifs
could have beens
risking nothing she sees
through this curiosity
of what was once me
sees this hidden this
a lyric with birds
murmuring in
a distant
place

JPPestana
Birds Chirping In Distance
August 20, 2024

Thursday, August 8, 2024

 

Crossing Thoughts
through the sun
just under this bright hill
a crow on dark wire
wings gleaming spreading un-
evenly
below
its body
shakes away
last
night's
rain
just one moment
in the brief wonder of this
freshly
shaping
breeze
8.7.2024
Crossing Thoughts
JPPestana

Saturday, May 25, 2024

 Sigh

this bareness
when time is pushed aside
when you cry out light rises
high over these broken trees
over these thin longing fields
in this distance day begins with a soft nod
an immeasurable night buried 
in the sweet lyric of 
a deepening
sigh

Sigh
jppestana
5.23.2024

Wednesday, March 20, 2024

 


Whatever

see through these weakened moments 
a hope alive singularly burning barely surviving 
in creaking revolutions of shrinking 
mostly heavens or whatever
heavens of the kind bathed in promises unusual things
I remember holding them close to me
their soft breath more softness
scream then as loud as you feel 
herald the blossoms bright return 
both pale light and pale skies 
the quake of your vastness
and whatever you last told me
whenever I last 
was

JPPestana
Whatever
3.20.2024







Wednesday, February 28, 2024

 

Forgotten Trees
she with me seizes dreams
religiously reaches for 
our deeper blues
summer's dreaded end remains to be seen
we ride to her mulberries full forgotten trees
low under sun gently rubbing some falling
something in this modest breeze
under these trees purple fingers reach pull
seeds in teeth stick between purple tongues
crickets speak maybe scream their humid riddles
slowly we leave behind the guilt of time
only then her thin row of osage
oranges so green
low hills
dipping into
oblivion
 
2.28.2024
jppestana
Forgotten Trees

Friday, February 23, 2024

Still Light
a robin alone
stands well below the frail oak
stripped bare of bark
fallen branches
it's tortured memories
this cloudless moment
closes itself
from nowhere starling crowd a loud field
and a robin stares still
still alone
in still
light
JPPestana
Still Light
2.23.2024

Thursday, February 8, 2024

The Glow
it is here he believes
the hard jagged corners that hold
the coldest of shadows beckon
darkened shapeless things
crumbled steps
ceaseless wind
a smiling man (bearded) walking by on large hands greets
his cheer lingers inspires
from nowhere a gliding choir of crow surround glisten
he loses himself in their precious invitations
then unseen kicks over a bucket of discarded words
harmlessly he races away
chasing them
crying out
in his
dis-
believing
glow
The Glow
jppestana
2.8.24