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hands deep
in moist black soil

west of me
there is an ever so pale strand of golden light
it seems terribly frail rippling 
in the pine

the other curious trees lean in to listen to me 
they seem to think I have something to say
I just whistle and they dance randomly with
my warming beating heart

I have moved the nameless dusty red flower now
it is in a sunnier place with other flowers
it seems pleased enough with the change
and I in the ever so slight tremble of earth slipping
through my fingers

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random
5.14.18

In the Name Of

bless me 
for I have nothing at all 
to confess

unless 

watching a shy sparrow
sinfully splash
in a
small
water-
fall

is
my
sin

also

jppestana

in the name of

5.14.18

Blue Sage

morning begins ends 
in this gentle light

sage filled air

turning curl of her
under a blue sheet
of wrinkled
horizon


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sage
5.12.18

Known Shadows

a lizard crosses the wisteria's black shadows
freezes in a brilliant white sun on white stone

and the air is full of playful finch bantering
the full flutter of heavy air under their wings
thickly rhythmic pulses in the hum of cooing dove
rubbing leaves
nodding flowers
other birds

this audience of mine confides in me
confides in this breeze softly
that all will be well
that all will be

I want to believe them

then the lizard races back
to the known safety
of its familiar
shadows

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5.8.2018
known shadows

Origins

my losses gather
in this rushing wind
whisper about me in harsh remind
their wind has etched the sand around me
in what memories survive
and if pain wins me over will this wind
take me with it
take me over this rising mountain
take me to the origins
of my losses
lost spring
of my 
raging 
tears

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origins
5.9.18

The Ladder

the yellowed ladder
mostly hidden in tangled vines
still drips
from
last
night's
rain

the flaking paint
dapples the wet grass
the wood old worn
mostly split
wobbled legs
almost gone

and when did I last stand on it to look through the sky completely look through 
the cloud of me
stare back 
at a staring moon
painting stars 
with fingers
still wet
from
last
night's
rain

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5.9.2018 
the ladder

Pink Clouds

are these survivors

from a murder of clouds

or your cheeks reflecting

a mirrored sun

and if you were not here

would the clouds still be pink

or their pure selves 

marrying earth

and sky

and if your hand reached into these sandy hills

would it touch the warm stones

the thirsting flower 
struggling to be

what you are 
to me

these pink clouds

jppestana

5.5.2018

pink clouds