Tuesday, May 18, 2021

The Red Gate

what does the bullfrog know
when the wind spins so green so vast so certain
in its existence
when it grasps at the edges 
of the secret pond  
its black clouds carelessly skimming
reeds bending to their knees
broken leaves trapped in thick mud
the deep throated frog calls in echoes to me
I look away 
in the distance 
the red gate remains 
as it always 
was

jppestana
The Red Gate
5.18.2021

Sunday, April 25, 2021

 

A Break From Rain

for a fraction
the rain hesitates
before her a splinter of light purifies 
drenches a patch of her comfortable earth
catching her attentions I am no longer
laughing she spins invisible  races away 
from the pursuing 
rays

jppestana
A Break From Rain
4.25.2021

Friday, April 9, 2021

 


Being

today my hand was larger than the sun
my eyes ever closer hidden from it circle the words
closest to you  
somehow in an instant you sing the words 
to every song ever written ever sung
listen to the repetitions of shy skittish birds 
the sudden movement of each leaf before 
the brightening breeze
before 
life 
itself

jppestana
Being 
4.9.2021




Saturday, March 20, 2021

Shunned

out of nowhere
this concentration of us
shun one another too easily
long days progress to nothingness
unrepentant we walk heads bowed through the chill
earliest of springs
ache of tired branches
you say the daffodils aside the thin road are courageous foolish to show themselves now
I don't know daffodils
only the spikes of sunny yellow
piercing the stony silence cowardice
hard ground
of my lost
thoughts

jppestana
Shunned
March 20, 2021

Thursday, January 14, 2021

 

Something Else
on the southernmost edge
of some mostly worn uneven place
of rock sun dust
rivers from the mountains are no more
there are no flowers but there were
an old man sits smokes in his aloneness
the voices in his distance cease to exist
he struggles to be
sees the last pieces of sunsets
swept away from what he was
across the hard dirt road
her summer flowers grow freely
her garden is only hers to see
she asks her own clouds to open
rainwater flows through her fingers everything grows
at her feet a kitten plays in the roses thorns
she believes she sees her beauty for the first time
or her horizon melting deep purples
or maybe just something else

Something Else
JPPestana
1.13.2021

Sunday, December 20, 2020

 

Immortality
 
in your eyes what light blinds
shatters this normalcy what more
word or whisper or kiss
it's all the same to me
enter this light redeeming willingly
it is the summer of you
a brilliance becoming
a warming heart beating
healing the scars
on scars loss upon loss
the immortal impatient
waiting restlessly
at the door
 
Immortality
jppestana
12.19.2020

Tuesday, December 8, 2020

The Rummage


it is a day that never begins
from the window dead leaves die
die again fall away
a cold wind breaks against a stone wall broken
vultures hunched on old silos stare coldly
an old man on the road stares back
there is no why
seeing the dark masses of rising starling falling loudly are they
what passes for sky
a woman's voice calls to no one
the attic stairs are darkly worn
a dim light creates more shadows than light
the woman's voice calls again
bothered her words are buried deeper
then again


jppestana
The Rummage
12...8..2020